Just sad

In the wake of Erika's death, it seems as though nothing in my daily life is near as important. I can't seem to muster up the strength to even ACT like it is. Just kind of going through the motions the past couple of days. Life coninues to move forward, but for the moment I am just sad. Period. And this is not even a SLIGHT piece of what Rich and Traci and their families must be feeling. It's just so sad....