Dizzy

I just feel dizzy. Made a flying trip to give Becky a hug...it just isn't enough. She is doing amazing and I can see that she gets her strength from her mom. Her mom has been through so much the past few days and yet she still gave me a smile, a hug and asked how I was doing. This family is so selfless and loving. They are so blessed to have eachother.
My mind is constantly on Erika as well. I am aching all over for her and her family. I cannot wrap my mind around WHY! It is frusrating and sickening.
That's all I have for today. I'm spent...and to top it off, I cannot seem to access Erika's website to get an update. I think caringbridge must be down.